Husna Yazid

I sayang you. tapi i rasa kosong nii. i rasa kita tak mcm dulu. i taktahu ini sekadar perasaan i atau sebaliknya. tapi i rasa benda ni x best. x gembirakan i pun. sesak dada. 

Hye love. Im listening to our old conversation that ive recorded. I miss to talk you sweetheart. I really do. 😭 almost more than 1 month we did not meet each other. I miss to see you, to see your smile, to listen to your nags, to tease you.... Anyways, we have to be strong for each other. Together we pray this situation ends soon sweetheart so we can see each otherr like we used to. Theres a lot of story that i keep and i promise to let you know when we meet love. Rindu. Just take care wherever you are. My prayers are always with youuuuu. ♥️

after two years, almost two years we have been in love... you said the same sentence. you mentioned that you r thinking to give uo on me.. on us. you afraid that you couldnt fulfill our dream. you afraid that we couldnt be together in the future as a husband and wife. you afraid that you will let me down. those sentence made me speechless love. i was speechless. there were so many things in my head then. what about our 2 years together? i know u didnt mean it. i know u told me the truth. you opened up to me your feelings. your unpleasant feelings. those thing keep disturbing your days kan love? i am sorry for these 2 years. what im supposed to do rn?

i still remembered our first date. Twas on 17 Aptil 2018 (Tuesday) at Ioi City Mall, Putrajaya. we watched our first movie,   Rampage.  Tbh, i wasnt put any hope on us and i didnt even love you that time. i thought that we would end up to be friends (yeah. not more than friends. yeah you knowwwww right what im trying to say?) HAHAHA. and i still remembered that i asked you about us and you told me you couldnt see how far we could be together. as far as i knewwwwwww, you wanted to say that we couldnt be together. theres no future for us. hah gitchew......and time went slowlyyyyy....after our first date, you slowly showed your effort. effort to meet me. to love me. to take care of my feelings. twas so many of them and i couldnt list it down here. and here we are my boo. still being together for one year and more. we had went so many circumstances, yet you still here with me together with our love. i am truly proud to be your girlfriend. i am so happyyyyyyyy with you. i am so touch w

Kadang-kala terasa yg kau tidak berlaku adil aepada "kita". tapi aku cepat2 tersedar yg bukannya salah kau bilamana aku mulai rasa sebegitu. aku tak patut pentingkan diri. sedangkan "kita" ni wujud dengan adanya "kita". bukannya salah sesiapa pun. tapi aku manusia biasa yang punya cemburu. mcm mana nak handle? selalu pujuk diri utk tidak layan perasaan sebegini. biarkan ia berlalu pergi.

It's 2 am and i know i shud be sleeping rn. but why i am still awake? oh god! im working tomorrow yarrr. 😑😑 So well... what shud i rant rn? ermmmmm..  tiber plak xde idea haaaaa.. ukaloh. haaa. mohler tido. hahaha