Husna Yazid

  Hey. Just a night where i cudnt sleep. yes just because my body clock is changing right now. so..... yeah. nyways.... i just want to write tonight. what i am dealing here (*my heart) I know im not supposed to think about this. But im sorry that i am a human so this thing keeps "running" in my mind. How to start this??? Most of us are in a relationship which means a relationship as normal couples out there. But do you guys have a deep conversation with your partner? Like talking about future, how to improve each others life, how to proceed to the next step (yeah since you guys is just a couple). Have you???  I dont know bout others but personally i think this DEEP CONVERSATION is important for a couple. In order to have a better relationship. Frankly speaking, i do not have a chance for this deep conversation. YES ! I know right. but yeahhh. I cudnt have a serious talk with my partner. 🙃 andddddddddddd the consequences are here. I am the one of the consequences. i keep thin...

I sayang you. tapi i rasa kosong nii. i rasa kita tak mcm dulu. i taktahu ini sekadar perasaan i atau sebaliknya. tapi i rasa benda ni x best. x gembirakan i pun. sesak dada. 

Hye love. Im listening to our old conversation that ive recorded. I miss to talk you sweetheart. I really do. 😭 almost more than 1 month we did not meet each other. I miss to see you, to see your smile, to listen to your nags, to tease you.... Anyways, we have to be strong for each other. Together we pray this situation ends soon sweetheart so we can see each otherr like we used to. Theres a lot of story that i keep and i promise to let you know when we meet love. Rindu. Just take care wherever you are. My prayers are always with youuuuu. ♥️

after two years, almost two years we have been in love... you said the same sentence. you mentioned that you r thinking to give uo on me.. on us. you afraid that you couldnt fulfill our dream. you afraid that we couldnt be together in the future as a husband and wife. you afraid that you will let me down. those sentence made me speechless love. i was speechless. there were so many things in my head then. what about our 2 years together? i know u didnt mean it. i know u told me the truth. you opened up to me your feelings. your unpleasant feelings. those thing keep disturbing your days kan love? i am sorry for these 2 years. what im supposed to do rn?