Husna Yazid

  Hey. Just a night where i cudnt sleep. yes just because my body clock is changing right now. so..... yeah. nyways.... i just want to write tonight. what i am dealing here (*my heart) I know im not supposed to think about this. But im sorry that i am a human so this thing keeps "running" in my mind. How to start this??? Most of us are in a relationship which means a relationship as normal couples out there. But do you guys have a deep conversation with your partner? Like talking about future, how to improve each others life, how to proceed to the next step (yeah since you guys is just a couple). Have you???  I dont know bout others but personally i think this DEEP CONVERSATION is important for a couple. In order to have a better relationship. Frankly speaking, i do not have a chance for this deep conversation. YES ! I know right. but yeahhh. I cudnt have a serious talk with my partner. 🙃 andddddddddddd the consequences are here. I am the one of the consequences. i keep thin...

I sayang you. tapi i rasa kosong nii. i rasa kita tak mcm dulu. i taktahu ini sekadar perasaan i atau sebaliknya. tapi i rasa benda ni x best. x gembirakan i pun. sesak dada. 

Hye love. Im listening to our old conversation that ive recorded. I miss to talk you sweetheart. I really do. 😭 almost more than 1 month we did not meet each other. I miss to see you, to see your smile, to listen to your nags, to tease you.... Anyways, we have to be strong for each other. Together we pray this situation ends soon sweetheart so we can see each otherr like we used to. Theres a lot of story that i keep and i promise to let you know when we meet love. Rindu. Just take care wherever you are. My prayers are always with youuuuu. ♥️

after two years, almost two years we have been in love... you said the same sentence. you mentioned that you r thinking to give uo on me.. on us. you afraid that you couldnt fulfill our dream. you afraid that we couldnt be together in the future as a husband and wife. you afraid that you will let me down. those sentence made me speechless love. i was speechless. there were so many things in my head then. what about our 2 years together? i know u didnt mean it. i know u told me the truth. you opened up to me your feelings. your unpleasant feelings. those thing keep disturbing your days kan love? i am sorry for these 2 years. what im supposed to do rn?

i still remembered our first date. Twas on 17 Aptil 2018 (Tuesday) at Ioi City Mall, Putrajaya. we watched our first movie,   Rampage.  Tbh, i wasnt put any hope on us and i didnt even love you that time. i thought that we would end up to be friends (yeah. not more than friends. yeah you knowwwww right what im trying to say?) HAHAHA. and i still remembered that i asked you about us and you told me you couldnt see how far we could be together. as far as i knewwwwwww, you wanted to say that we couldnt be together. theres no future for us. hah gitchew......and time went slowlyyyyy....after our first date, you slowly showed your effort. effort to meet me. to love me. to take care of my feelings. twas so many of them and i couldnt list it down here. and here we are my boo. still being together for one year and more. we had went so many circumstances, yet you still here with me together with our love. i am truly proud to be your girlfriend. i am so happyyyyyyyy with you. i...

Kadang-kala terasa yg kau tidak berlaku adil aepada "kita". tapi aku cepat2 tersedar yg bukannya salah kau bilamana aku mulai rasa sebegitu. aku tak patut pentingkan diri. sedangkan "kita" ni wujud dengan adanya "kita". bukannya salah sesiapa pun. tapi aku manusia biasa yang punya cemburu. mcm mana nak handle? selalu pujuk diri utk tidak layan perasaan sebegini. biarkan ia berlalu pergi.

It's 2 am and i know i shud be sleeping rn. but why i am still awake? oh god! im working tomorrow yarrr. 😑😑 So well... what shud i rant rn? ermmmmm..  tiber plak xde idea haaaaa.. ukaloh. haaa. mohler tido. hahaha

aku selalu ada ada dilema antara dua ni dan aku tak rasa ianya pelik sbb aku tanya jugak kawan2 aku depa pun sama sebenaqnya. hahaha. so mlm td mcm besa lepas mandi lepas isyak terus landing atas tilam (dia punya nikmat tuuuuu toksah dok habaq la wei)... pehtu men fon konon nak layan mata bg tdoq. tp kan dalam masa yg sama dalam kepala otak dok teringat kt dpoq ada nasik lauk ikan sambal (hat lauk pauk smbal ni jgn peleceh aku sbb tu suma feberet). dalam hati kata xpa. esok ja kita makan. sbb da malam ngat. haha. kul 11 lebih dah. ghalit dok men fon aku dgaq budak2 umah aku bakik. takpa lah aih. pehtu sorang tu call. hahaha. mende apa dlm umah nak call.rupanya ajak aku makan satey wei. omg! tahu ja aku nak makannnnnn. mmg rejeki. ya ampun sedap nak aruah la satey tu. kena rasa padat sendat isinya pun  ada   la 3-4 cucuk. hahahaha. so smlm tidoq kalah la ngn makan. leuls. selamat sate dalam perut sblom tidoq. makasheh budak2 rumah. igt gak hampa kat aku. 🤣🤣🤣

kepada semua perempuan terutama sekali kepada mama saya, Selamat Hari Wanita! selamat hari kita!  ayah was the first who wished his wife and daughters. so sweet la ayah. love!  and i asked my boy to wish me. did he forget bout this day? hahaha. and he gave me this.... ngawwww..   his effort donwnloaded this pic from Mr. Google had made touched. hehe. ayang sweet! thanks to both of my sweethearts for the wishes. i love you both!

"ingat tak bila kita mula sayang2 (xnak sebut DECLARE. #ajetcintaorangdewasa) ni?", soalku kepada dia. "tak ingat. tarikh first date i igt la.", jawab si dia. padehal aku pun igt since tiket wayang first date tu aku simpan. HAHA. basically aku x igt tp aku simpan bukti. haaaa gituh. 🤣🤣 so he decided that 1st March is our anniversary la kononnnnnnnn. haa. so aku agree kan je lah tarikh tu. aduiyai.haha. Awak. Terima kasih utk satu tahun 6 hari ni. Terima kasih dengan  kesabaran awak hadap perangai elok tak elok saya ni. Terima kasih kerana jd diri awak sendiri tanpa being fake. haha. Terima kasih utk semua effort awak utk kita. terima kasih utk roti jagung, roti coklat, milo dan wonda coffee yg awak belikan tiap kali kita date. oh tak lupa juga utk mentos yg wajib awak atau saya beli tiap kali kita detim. terima kasih utk sokongan dan dorongan yg awak da berikan kpd saya selama kita kenal. terima kasih kerana awak selalu rasakan saya boleh capai impian saya tanpa...

hye guys! so today nothing much. supposedly i have two classes. but i cancelled both of them due to unexpected event. AHAHAHAHHAHA. tengahari td keluaq lunch with babyboo. punyalah hingaq. p makan dekat je tp makan masa betul. balik tu igtkan nak g mengajar ler tp tu ler. makan masa td punya pasal. dengan kete melambak atas jalan. Jumaat kannnnn. haih. so cancel je la. bukan cancel act. tp aku akan gantilah next week. aaaaaaaaaa. kalau x mana nak dapat duit wei. ahahahha ni tgh amik mood nak mandi. satgi nak gerak p kelik kampung.... tunggu adik habis test punyalah bercintaaa. haaaaaaaaaa. k lahhh ye. gerak lu.

why do i have to use pancrease instead of heart? because it's too cliche laaaa wei. HAHAHAH. sorry you😂😂😂. what im gonna write eh? tengah rindu ni (tiber). tu yg datang dalam kepala otak ni, "eh! aku ada blog laa. why not aku menulis kan?' so. here i am. writing. (*lah konon.). kkk. nak citer la what happened today la oohh.. first, harini terkejar kejar kurasakan. dengan paginya td home tuition (aku mengajar add math wei! beku kepala pepagi kena buat soalan log). pastu rushing balik rumah. (rush la sangat mende sempat on the phone with sayang. eh tiber). pastu naik rumah. kemas2 diri sikit. haaaaaaa. masa tgh mengajaq tu pulaakk Dr. Syikin bg whatsapp mengejut kene confirm tajuk projek by 4pm today. gelabahhhhhhhhhh terox td. haih. padahal ive email-ed my future SVv kelmarin xsilap aku but no response. so bila dr. Syikin 'ugut' tu, terus aku whatsapp je my future SV tu. pastu terus dia agree nak jumpa ptg td. fuh ! dah la ptg td da jnji dgn fira nk hantar...

kau tahu perasaan tgok orang buang sampah merata? yg tangannya elok bagai tp macam cacat ? yg xpernah fikir dengan baik. yg meletakkan otak kat lutut ni. kengkadang perkara yg org nampak kecik ni laaa aku kisah sangat. PLASTIK MAGGI ! selalu sgt la. kau pandai masak..makan..plastik pembungkus tu kau tak pandai buang. what the ? boleh la buang dlm sinki...without any plastic plak tu ! kau pompuan kot. pissed off betul ngn orang mcm ni. bengangnyaaaaa aku hanyaa tuhan je tau pastu..pembungkus serbuk maggi.. da gunting pastu berterabur ats dapur. ya rabbi ! sumpah kau annoying perempuan. kau pengotor. geli ! berdandan, bersiap, cantik2 sblum keluar rumah pandaiii plakkk.. plastik maggi yg ringan tu pun xmampuu kau nak buang. fikirlah. aku kesian tgok kau sbb x mampu nk buat semua tu.even org yg kurang upaya lg bagus dari kau. what a shame on you!

okay2...hello2! heeeeeee.. act this entry fasal result yg keluor last 2 days.  time tu budak2 matrik yg reslt kuor nye pun.. AL-KISAHnyaaaa laaa cmnie.. ptg tu aku keluar nan zatie..g pdg polo. suddenly, syasya mesej...tnya result aku bape. hoihhh ? da keluar ka? i asked. then...she replied.."da bubu" OMG ! buleyy bygkan x mcm ne perasaan aku time tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.. aku punye melompat ..lari2..sbb memikirkan cane arr result aku nt. hohoho..zatie da suh aku rileks..sha un.hee. (tq korang). ;p okay. balik umah. tgok wifi macm naharom .... >.< hahah,but ! berukbannnddddddddddddd ada meyhh.. aku cuak ! tamo check ! fine. tunggu malam. tertgok-tgok moderm nie haa.... lastly ! dia hijauuuu.... haha okay.wifi elok.trus check ! ohmaigaddddd! giler cuakkk! tgok2 trus menjerit g kat ma n peluk dia... :) SAYA SANGAT HAPPY okay ! thanks to ma,ayah,adek2,family,kawan2,lecturer especially ! XD later,ayah call. dia paling happy aku as...

arini 31 disember 2011 da..... lg bape jam lg kan ? esok da 2012 ! da nak 19 daa aku ! great life hehhh! aku ada azam baru .... tp boleh ke aku buat nie ? hurmm?  susahh kot.tp tak salah mencuba kan. demi mama n ayah . kan ? diorang da banyak berkorban. so tak salah AKU sebagai seorang anak untuk follow kehendak mereka kan ? then, i've decided to do it ! okayy ! :) biar laaa......mungkin ini takdir kau. kene anggap dia mimpi ! oh no! dia adalah realiti.. tp kenangan sume tu mimpi k0t!  shitty ! T_T please help me okay !  ini azam baru nie :) saya sayang mama n ayah saya.. sayang sangat ! <3

with ayah and myra morry :) with paksu syg :) *rokok tu pksu ! with her again <3 where's ayah heh ? hehehe :) my family and moyang :) ni baru ckit.yg len x balik..... hug nabil paling beshh ! hik3.....<3 *this raya was not so marry ..i thought so. and im the driver on that day.thanks paksu ! hahaha:)  SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :) 

hey readers. just wanna share something.about friends huh . :) can you guys imagine rite.....if u all did not talk to your friends for many days.....and keep posting in FACEBOOK about her/his bad things ?? and the status just wanna show YOU are very angry with her/him..and to show that u're never know 'em ... how could u huh ? and let the FACEBOOKERS read the status....dont you think that the people who read 'that' status might be annoyed with your attitude. yeahhh..they were your friends before. but without any reasons............u left them. u didnt talk to 'em.... keep alone...without 'em ... i dont know what are u thinking rite..... and i also dont know what's going on between u and 'em. I  PITY WITH 'EM ACTUALLY........ but i didnt put any blame on you.. i just wondering how could you do this mess to 'em... i know what they feel............ friends huh ? p/s: think wisely before u wanna do something....before u feel regrets with what u are...

ak slalu tgok kt blog2 org len..status kt fb....kt mane2 ahh..realiti pun.......... diorg slalu ckp bf diorg ape2 jadah ntah....xpandai pujuklaa....marah2 diorg la..wt xthu kt diorg la..xnilaaa...x tulaaaaa.........annoyingla ape2 ntahlaaa diorg kann....*bf masing2..hehehe... tp aku ? ! ak xpenah kot kene marah...if ade pun, mmg slah ak..bukan dia marah x bersebab oke. ak nie sng je nak  hangin ! so, dgn sabaaanye dia pujuk..... ak nie kejam kot buat dia cmtu. esoknye bru ase nyesal...haih..bile nk berubah nie... dia xpenah laa nk merungut ke ape2 ke laaa. ak tggu je dia meletop ! tp xdepun..........sabaa...sabaaa.sabaa..... bile ak tnye nape? jawapan dia.. "sbb sy syg awk" kdg2, terlintas jap kt otak nie.....dia x penah bosan ke ngn ak ? xnk ke carik gurl len ? ak ngan dia HUBUNGAN JARAK JAUH tahu ! ak suke statement nie.. JAUHH !...hahaha....sedey kan.. so,kesetiaan and kepercayaan tu penting bg kami.... dia bole je nk curang ngn ak...ak pun same...tp, ak igt dia weehh...

dear readers....! i wanna go back ! i want my house ! my bed ! my stuffs ! oh yeahh ! im H0MESICK ! T_________________T ! what ashamed huh ??? i've been sensitive lately. i dunno why..ohGOD..please give me a strength. xlame da......another 2 weeks left...*if im not mstaken. with the assignments..MID-SEM test ! yeah NUR HUSNA ! u such a strong gurl enough ! did u notice that?? so,,, make ur parents proud with u oke ! they've spent a lot to send u here ... u wanna be an engineer rite? this is the time to pay all their sacrifices ..REMEMBER that.....^^ yes ! i have to...it's a MUST oke..! HAHAAHA...................test2! ^^ *peace yaww......<3

terharuu sgt......................... syg ayah ....;p