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This corona LDR thinggggg

Hye love. Im listening to our old conversation that ive recorded. I miss to talk you sweetheart. I really do. 😭 almost more than 1 month we did not meet each other. I miss to see you, to see your smile, to listen to your nags, to tease you.... Anyways, we have to be strong for each other. Together we pray this situation ends soon sweetheart so we can see each otherr like we used to. Theres a lot of story that i keep and i promise to let you know when we meet love. Rindu. Just take care wherever you are. My prayers are always with youuuuu. ♥️

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after two years, almost two years we have been in love... you said the same sentence. you mentioned that you r thinking to give uo on me.. on us. you afraid that you couldnt fulfill our dream. you afraid that we couldnt be together in the future as a husband and wife. you afraid that you will let me down. those sentence made me speechless love. i was speechless. there were so many things in my head then. what about our 2 years together? i know u didnt mean it. i know u told me the truth. you opened up to me your feelings. your unpleasant feelings. those thing keep disturbing your days kan love? i am sorry for these 2 years. what im supposed to do rn?

He is you.

i still remembered our first date. Twas on 17 Aptil 2018 (Tuesday) at Ioi City Mall, Putrajaya. we watched our first movie,   Rampage.  Tbh, i wasnt put any hope on us and i didnt even love you that time. i thought that we would end up to be friends (yeah. not more than friends. yeah you knowwwww right what im trying to say?) HAHAHA. and i still remembered that i asked you about us and you told me you couldnt see how far we could be together. as far as i knewwwwwww, you wanted to say that we couldnt be together. theres no future for us. hah gitchew......and time went slowlyyyyy....after our first date, you slowly showed your effort. effort to meet me. to love me. to take care of my feelings. twas so many of them and i couldnt list it down here. and here we are my boo. still being together for one year and more. we had went so many circumstances, yet you still here with me together with our love. i am truly proud to be your girlfriend. i am so happyyyyyyyy with you. i...

Tu me manques 😭

Kadang-kala terasa yg kau tidak berlaku adil aepada "kita". tapi aku cepat2 tersedar yg bukannya salah kau bilamana aku mulai rasa sebegitu. aku tak patut pentingkan diri. sedangkan "kita" ni wujud dengan adanya "kita". bukannya salah sesiapa pun. tapi aku manusia biasa yang punya cemburu. mcm mana nak handle? selalu pujuk diri utk tidak layan perasaan sebegini. biarkan ia berlalu pergi.

Just a random story since im not sleepy. shoot me!

It's 2 am and i know i shud be sleeping rn. but why i am still awake? oh god! im working tomorrow yarrr. 😑😑 So well... what shud i rant rn? ermmmmm..  tiber plak xde idea haaaaa.. ukaloh. haaa. mohler tido. hahaha

tido ka makan?

aku selalu ada ada dilema antara dua ni dan aku tak rasa ianya pelik sbb aku tanya jugak kawan2 aku depa pun sama sebenaqnya. hahaha. so mlm td mcm besa lepas mandi lepas isyak terus landing atas tilam (dia punya nikmat tuuuuu toksah dok habaq la wei)... pehtu men fon konon nak layan mata bg tdoq. tp kan dalam masa yg sama dalam kepala otak dok teringat kt dpoq ada nasik lauk ikan sambal (hat lauk pauk smbal ni jgn peleceh aku sbb tu suma feberet). dalam hati kata xpa. esok ja kita makan. sbb da malam ngat. haha. kul 11 lebih dah. ghalit dok men fon aku dgaq budak2 umah aku bakik. takpa lah aih. pehtu sorang tu call. hahaha. mende apa dlm umah nak call.rupanya ajak aku makan satey wei. omg! tahu ja aku nak makannnnnn. mmg rejeki. ya ampun sedap nak aruah la satey tu. kena rasa padat sendat isinya pun  ada   la 3-4 cucuk. hahahaha. so smlm tidoq kalah la ngn makan. leuls. selamat sate dalam perut sblom tidoq. makasheh budak2 rumah. igt gak hampa kat aku. 🤣🤣🤣

Happy International Women's Day!

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kepada semua perempuan terutama sekali kepada mama saya, Selamat Hari Wanita! selamat hari kita!  ayah was the first who wished his wife and daughters. so sweet la ayah. love!  and i asked my boy to wish me. did he forget bout this day? hahaha. and he gave me this.... ngawwww..   his effort donwnloaded this pic from Mr. Google had made touched. hehe. ayang sweet! thanks to both of my sweethearts for the wishes. i love you both!